I need to get a grip. For some reason, I'm starting to miss him. Now. Why now and not last week or the week before? I suppose the past couple of weeks I was playing the part of "Bitter Sarcastic Yellow Gal." But now, I kind of miss the bugger.
The last few weekends, Bitter Sarcastic Yellow Gal has been going out and dancing and binge-drinking like a college kid, trying to throw herself out in the sea of non-GD men, meet new people and have as much fun as possible. "See, World?" Bitter Sarcastic Yellow Gal said while wobbling on a bar stool, "I can have fun and be fun without GD."
Yet as the hangover from the past few weekends wears off this Sunday evening, I realize it was all a front. Being dissed by someone you like sucks. I know I know, it's not like the end of a 20-year marriage with your soulmate. And I seriously need to move on. But I guess it's sort of hitting me now. Sucks.
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So, why do you think you did what you did to cause the end of the relationship?
Hi Cassee. I'm guessing you're referring to the Hamster Incident? I honestly don't recall the Hamster Incident -- it was only relayed to me by GD and another person. So I cannot recall why I did what I did, as I don't even remember doing it! It's pretty stupid, I know.
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